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Drummerboy_Russ
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Name: Russell
Country: Malaysia
Metro: Ipoh
Birthday: 12/30/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: da Badminton, Drumz of cos,mixing n fooling around wif my frenz regardless of gender,PS,lepaking,jamming sessionz,anything dat cool teens do gua but as long as it doesn't go against God's laws...
Expertise: I think I dun need 2 tell u..Every1 noes..Makin a fool out of myself n crapping 24/7....k la, seriously, I think playing da drumz or badminton r 2 of da most talented thing I do..Cos otherthan dat really no expertise..heheheh!!!
Occupation: Retired
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: russell_loke@hotmail.com
Member Since:
9/12/2005
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| I just cant trust anyone anymore these days. So many things hv been happening in my life and i just cbf caring about it anymore. Lately some ppl who i hv always been close to become cocky, not to mention being rude to me for no particular reason. I will not mention names, i hope u DO realize who u are..Sometimes when things go wrong i would put myself in a neutral point of view and ask myself if i was the one doing things wrong. But in certain cases as of late, i see no wrongs in myself. One thing i am sure that guys would agree is that girls are never a neutral part of ur life. They will either bring u alot of happiness and fun when u are close to them, or when they start to change their ways, they just bring hell to u. Ignore me if u disagree guys. Thats just wat i think. Certain individuals i treat as matured peeps, just turn out to be fakes. Sometimes i wonder if its Ipoh that caused all these. I look at english kids and they behave sooooo much more matured than us from malaysia, specifically Ipoh. WHY Ipoh? I hv no bloody clue. Well i am glad i got out of that place cuz i now see that ppl in ipoh are so inferior in every single way. Well the only thing i could say is good is that ppl are humble as compared to overconfident english ppl. Other than that, girls especially...phewwww....Which hot Ipoh girl do u not see acting cool?? show me PLEASE..Tendencies to not look at guys etc, wow!! I just find it disgusting sometimes. What do u do at a party when a nice looking girl or guy looks at u?? U SMILE BACK!! but in ipoh wat do u do?? U look away pretending to be disinterested. RIGHT?? oh yeah..Whats wrong with ppl these days? serzly..I am a inexpressive person. Why?? cuz i am born in ipoh. Oh yes. Sometimes i wish i was born in US or Aus. When u look at the kids here and the locals at uni here, u see them really doin interesting stuff, while what malaysians would do is stick their nose in front of the computer, dotaing nonstop. GET A LIFE!! pfft.. sick of some ppl now..I apologize for this stupid rant.
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| Hi everyone..I noe its been a really long time since i blogged..too lazy to update..honestly cuz i feel no one actually cares anyway..blogs are read -> and forgotten. anyways, i've been practically up to nothing at all..havent been going out clubbing at all for months..been WOWing..for those of u who do not noe wat that is..world of warcraft..my advice?? DO NOT TOUCH WOW!! wastes alot of ur time..sadly i am kind of addicted now..but life's been realli rough for me lately..russ has become emotional..
Like hey..the russ i knew was an emotionless being..now ive jus been realli thinking alot bout life and where i'm heading..i look at frens and i see them moving on but me??i'm just the same old me hoping that the life i had back in ipoh will continue..but the sad truth is that it will never be the same again..my leng lui cousins that i had great times with..and close frens i hung out with doing stupid things..it was hell fun back then..but now i see them all grown up and maturing..as for me? i somehow dont wana grow up..yes i am turning 20 this year..at this age ppl are almost gonna be a father in some cases..but i feel like a teen..i dont wana take responsibilities..i dont wana grow up..childish me yes i noe..but thats the truth..
And looking back at my life, i shall be frank..I have never actualli loved any girl b4..all of them were just crushes..and for ur info, NO i am NOT gay..jus in case some of u get perverted thoughts XD but i dunno why all the girls i like has problems..or maybe it is me..i dont know how to treat girls well..or please them..or be "romantic"..i shall not mention particular names but, sometimes when i see some of my frens treating their gf's so well, makes me feel so lonely and unwanted..but its my own fault..i cant expect girls to fall for me bearing the fact my attitude is like that..i dont know what girls realli want in a guy..but all the girls in the past who fell for me only liked me cuz of either looks or "talents"..and no i am not perasan..i actually asked them and that were their answers..so no girl actually liked me for my personality..wat is wrong with me??why am i so unliked??tell me God..i wana change..but i dunno how to change and what to be like..i only follow my parents' attitudes and it seems i lose frens all the time..for some reason i get pissed with ppl after a while, cuz i judge them based on their asshole-ness.. LOL.. its my word..(copyright reserved)like everyone has a weakness for certain..and i usually tahan them for a long time till i tak tahan it and then i get mad at them for it..its one of my weaknesses really..it is obvious it is their fault but i just cant get over that ONE thing they do that pisses me off..like i hv this fren who is really nice but he shows off in everything he does like he is "pro" at the task..he's damn nice and helpful etc but he talks like he knows everything..it must be my fault though that i cant tolerate ppl's weaknesses..i'm sure i am an asshole to some of u sometimes..and im sorry..but i need to learn to forgive, forget and ignore others' weaknesses too..anyways..sorry for this random rant..i shall try to update more soon..tcare..
ps: pls pray for me to change for the better..thnx =)
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| So as i promised, this is my short bloggie update.. my journey in the plane was a killer..i had this quiet chinese old man who sat beside me..he was reading this buddhist book all the way.. and was kind of o~~k~~ la i guess..polite but quiet..like he was mute..i didnt hear him say a word when ppl spoke to him..reached ipoh and was surprised to see a few things changed in my home..there were few new things in the house..like duhh..ahaha. Anyways its been a week now since i got back and it has been a busy and fun week for me..got to meet up alot of ppl i miss..most of all, kimmie darling, jeremy noobcake, debbie cutie, cheong jojoba wong, aaron onn, eunice and few more ppl..had a great time with them..laughed like we used to..its been more than half a year since i laughed like this..and HM great..God was great most of all..there was this one day where i almost got into an accident but i prayed b4 that for Jesus to put his protection over me..true enuf, i almost hit a kancil in front of me and missed it by jus 2 or 3 inches..thank you Jesus!! pheww..so my record of no accidents remains..:P Today was the most boring somehow..didnt go out at all..and i stayed home all day using my com..playing my new phone and playing my drums which is freakin rusty now..i cant play drums for nuts now..sighs..and so this ends my "summary" for the past 1 week here in ipoh..i shall be going to KL with parents this friday and prolly visit a few peeps in KL too..G and Aaron and ah leong aka funky chikin perhaps..so yeh..tcare all and god bless..till nx time..adios | | |
| I know i havent been blogging in ages. I have been real busy and tomorrow i am having my exams. I have this really bad lecturer and so the subjects that he teaches me, i am soo gonna hv a tough time.. neways..i am gonna be back in ipoh this sat..sadly i just miss HM camp..heard that there is gonna be 100+ attendance this year..i dunno wat i am gonna do for this 3 weeks back in ipoh but hope i can spend some time with my close frens and kai muis..thats all for now i guess..jus a short post b4 i continue my economics and munching on my lovely marshmallows...yummie faithfuls they are..hee hee :P so tcare all and God bless..Dangeruss Drummerboy out..peace
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| No more needs to be said..The title says it all..this entry is
mainly for updates only..as some of u may hv seen on my msn nick
earlier on, my exams are over!!!! yay!!! but i'm boredd...i'm sooo
looking forward to my apartment mate Eddie to come back...hang out with
him n our 'homies' LOLz..oh in case some of u dunno bout da funny vid
dat i'm talking bout here, watch dis ' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdLCEwEFCMU ' . This is the 1st vid.. then ' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khFhF64P3VQ&feature=related ' then follow by da last one ' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK4bLMd0avU&feature=related '. Watch if u got free time to kill..its damn funny LOL..
I hv just booked my session at the saloon for straightening hehehe.. damn ex weh...180 bux AUD (approx. 540 LOL) I'm so dead LOL cuz im officially broke now..and i just got myself a new custom pc, thnx to G and ah Leong hu built it for me.. check it out babeh...sexiness.......
and so finally i can throw away my stupid dumb shit lappie..oh and i was downloading torrent yesterday and somehow my internet speed decided to take steroids and so it started downloading at 430kbps..LOLz...
By the way Kelly's staying over for couple o' weeks according to my dad..think she's arriving like 10th or something like dat..got teman edi..weeee hahaha..so boring laaaaaar got no buddies to hang out with..they are all still back in malaysia and indonesia..coming back around 20th la they all..My stupid MIBT has majority HK ppl and sri lankans..and all they do is smoke and swear and fxxk..literally..I'm serious..so i cant mix with them..dats why i'm so friggin bored lorr..Newayz, i jus got some of my most amusing test results, which is my computing in-class test.. in class tests were 50% of the total final mark of da subject and so we had to do alooooot of things following a list of like 40-50 things on microsoft word, excel, and some other applications la..I had no idea how to do ma..so wat i did was, i took my flash, handed over to some HK computer pro guy hu copy paste for me LOL..and i got 90% for windows application, 90% for word, and 100% for excel..omgwtfbbq..hahahaha..and mind u, i dunno anything at all about excel..i'm such a bad student LOLz..but other subjects there was no way out la..i studied my ass off for d exams..-_-''
So i think dats about all d updates la..i wonder how my hair will look like tomoro after straightening LOLz..neways, peace..
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